{"id":11029,"date":"2021-01-18T18:06:36","date_gmt":"2021-01-18T16:06:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/openasia.org\/en\/?p=11029"},"modified":"2021-02-15T14:40:38","modified_gmt":"2021-02-15T12:40:38","slug":"i-could-just-vanish-in-kabul-pocket-notes-to-prevent-anonymous-death","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/openasia.org\/en\/2021\/01\/i-could-just-vanish-in-kabul-pocket-notes-to-prevent-anonymous-death\/","title":{"rendered":"\u2018I Could Just Vanish\u2019: In Kabul, Pocket Notes to Prevent Anonymous Death"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/asia\/afghanistan-attacks-pocket-notes.html\">The New York Times<\/a><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"byline-prefix\">By\u00a0<\/span><span class=\"css-1baulvz\">David Zucchino<\/span>\u00a0and\u00a0<span class=\"css-1baulvz last-byline\">Fatima Faizi<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"article-summary\" class=\"css-w6ymp8 e1wiw3jv0\"><strong>As violence engulfs them, some Afghans carry notes with their names, blood types and relatives\u2019 phone numbers in case they are killed or severely wounded.<\/strong><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_11030\" style=\"width: 1034px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"https:\/\/openasia.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/12afghannotes-span-jumbo-v2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-11030\" class=\"wp-image-11030 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/openasia.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/12afghannotes-span-jumbo-v2.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1024\" height=\"512\" srcset=\"https:\/\/openasia.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/12afghannotes-span-jumbo-v2.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/openasia.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/12afghannotes-span-jumbo-v2-150x75.jpg 150w, https:\/\/openasia.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/12afghannotes-span-jumbo-v2-300x150.jpg 300w, https:\/\/openasia.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/12afghannotes-span-jumbo-v2-768x384.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-11030\" class=\"wp-caption-text\"><span style=\"font-size: 10pt;\"><em>For some young people, the pocket note has become an essential element of daily life \u2014 an identity marker ensuring that they will not die an anonymous death. Kiana Hayeri for The New York Times.\u00a0 \u00a0<\/em><\/span><\/p><\/div>\n<div class=\"css-1fanzo5 StoryBodyCompanionColumn\">\n<div class=\"css-53u6y8\">\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">KABUL, Afghanistan \u2014 Tareq Qassemi, a bookseller, lost a close friend to a suicide bombing that killed 80 civilians in Kabul one scorching summer day. Four years later, he still mourns his friend, but also the nameless Afghans who perished with him.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">\u201cTheir bodies were shattered \u2014 the only thing that remained was a shoe or a bag or a pen,\u201d he recalled.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Mr. Qassemi, 28, now carries a special slip of paper, known as a pocket note, that contains his full name, his blood type and the phone numbers of family members \u2014 like a homemade, civilian version of a soldier\u2019s dog tags. He knows too well how fragile and ephemeral life in Kabul can be, and he refuses to become an unidentified victim.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">\u201cI could get killed on my way to work or in a car or anywhere, and no one knows about me and they will look for my body everywhere,\u201d he said. \u201cI could just vanish.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<aside class=\"css-ew4tgv\" aria-label=\"companion column\"><\/aside>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-1fanzo5 StoryBodyCompanionColumn\">\n<div class=\"css-53u6y8\">\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">The bearers of pocket notes hope the slips of paper will help emergency medical workers identify an injured person\u2019s blood type for a lifesaving transfusion. They might also help authorities quickly summon family members for precious final moments with a mortally wounded loved one. And they could help identify a badly disfigured corpse.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-79elbk\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-wrapper\">\n<div class=\"css-1a48zt4 ehw59r15\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-children\">\n<figure class=\"css-1ef8w8q e1g7ppur0\" role=\"group\" aria-label=\"media\">\n<div class=\"css-1xdhyk6 erfvjey0\"><picture><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"css-1m50asq\" src=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-1\/merlin_182245137_02a6e43b-bd95-4376-9650-33853caa8b3f-articleLarge.jpg?quality=75&amp;auto=webp&amp;disable=upscale\" sizes=\"((min-width: 600px) and (max-width: 1004px)) 84vw, (min-width: 1005px) 80vw, 100vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-1\/merlin_182245137_02a6e43b-bd95-4376-9650-33853caa8b3f-articleLarge.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 600w,https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-1\/merlin_182245137_02a6e43b-bd95-4376-9650-33853caa8b3f-jumbo.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 1024w,https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-1\/merlin_182245137_02a6e43b-bd95-4376-9650-33853caa8b3f-superJumbo.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 2048w\" alt=\"Tareq Qassemi carries a special slip of paper, known as a pocket note, that contains his full name, his blood type and the phone numbers of family members.\" \/><\/picture><\/div><figcaption class=\"css-18crmh6 ewdxa0s0\"><em><span style=\"font-size: 10pt;\"><span class=\"css-16f3y1r e13ogyst0\" aria-hidden=\"true\">Tareq Qassemi carries a special slip of paper, known as a pocket note, that contains his full name, his blood type and the phone numbers of family members.<\/span><span class=\"css-cnj6d5 e1z0qqy90\"><span class=\"css-1ly73wi e1tej78p0\">Credit&#8230;<\/span>Kiana Hayeri for The New York Times<\/span><\/span><\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-1fanzo5 StoryBodyCompanionColumn\">\n<div class=\"css-53u6y8\">\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">For some young people, the pocket note has become an essential element of daily life. It can validate human existence \u2014 an identity marker ensuring that if violent death comes, it does not have to be anonymous.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">\u201cIf something happens to me, who will collect my body? What if I need blood?\u201d said Masouma Tajik, 22, a computer science student in Kabul, whose family lives hundreds of miles away.<button class=\"css-1vkv6l7 ehw59r10\" aria-label=\"Expand image captioned &amp;ldquo;If something happens to me, who will collect my body? What if I need blood?&amp;rdquo; said Masouma Tajik, whose family lives hundreds of miles away.\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-expand-button\"><\/button><\/p>\n<div style=\"width: 769px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"css-1m50asq\" src=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-2\/merlin_182245131_d7300fed-d336-4a9f-98ce-74fb54734847-articleLarge.jpg?quality=75&amp;auto=webp&amp;disable=upscale\" sizes=\"auto, ((min-width: 600px) and (max-width: 1004px)) 84vw, (min-width: 1005px) 80vw, 100vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-2\/merlin_182245131_d7300fed-d336-4a9f-98ce-74fb54734847-articleLarge.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 600w,https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-2\/merlin_182245131_d7300fed-d336-4a9f-98ce-74fb54734847-jumbo.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 1024w,https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-2\/merlin_182245131_d7300fed-d336-4a9f-98ce-74fb54734847-superJumbo.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 2048w\" alt=\"&amp;ldquo;If something happens to me, who will collect my body? What if I need blood?&amp;rdquo; said Masouma Tajik, whose family lives hundreds of miles away.\" width=\"759\" height=\"375\" \/><p class=\"wp-caption-text\">&#8220;If something happens to me, who will collect my body? What if I need blood?\u201d said Masouma Tajik, whose family lives hundreds of miles away. Kiana Hayeri for The New York Times<\/p><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-1fanzo5 StoryBodyCompanionColumn\">\n<div class=\"css-53u6y8\">\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Those questions confronted Ms. Tajik when she was stuck in a Kabul traffic jam one recent day, terrified that a car bomb might explode at any moment, she said. She now carries a slip of notebook paper with her personal information. The note says, \u201cIf anything happens to me.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<aside class=\"css-ew4tgv\" aria-label=\"companion column\"><\/aside>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-1fanzo5 StoryBodyCompanionColumn\">\n<div class=\"css-53u6y8\">\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">In the years since the 2001 American invasion unleased a deadly\u00a0<a class=\"css-1g7m0tk\" title=\"\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2021\/01\/15\/world\/asia\/afghanistan-prisoner-exchange-taliban.html\">Taliban<\/a>\u00a0insurgency, each new day has brought the potential of sudden death by car bombing, shooting, roadside explosion or rocket attack.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Since signing a February\u00a0<a class=\"css-1g7m0tk\" title=\"\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2020\/02\/29\/world\/asia\/us-taliban-deal.html?searchResultPosition=44\">agreement<\/a>\u00a0with the United States, the Taliban have curtailed mass-casualty attacks in urban centers. But the country has seen a rise in targeted assassinations, singling out government functionaries, prosecutors, journalists, religious scholars and civil society activists in near-daily attacks with guns or magnetic bombs attached to vehicles. The government has accused the Taliban of carrying out most of these killings, but they have repeatedly denied responsibility.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Some officials worry that at least some of the attacks are being committed by\u00a0<a class=\"css-1g7m0tk\" title=\"\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2021\/01\/02\/world\/asia\/afghanistan-targeted-killings.html?searchResultPosition=2\">political factions<\/a>\u00a0outside the Taliban to settle old scores, a disturbing trend harking back to Afghanistan\u2019s civil war a generation ago.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">At the same time, the Islamic State has claimed responsibility for recent suicide bombings and other mass-casualty attacks in Kabul. A\u00a0<a class=\"css-1g7m0tk\" title=\"\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2020\/10\/24\/world\/asia\/kabul-afghanistan-bombing-school.html\">suicide bomber<\/a>\u00a0killed 44 people at a tutoring center on Oct. 24, and\u00a0<a class=\"css-1g7m0tk\" title=\"\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2020\/11\/02\/world\/asia\/kabul-university-attack.html?searchResultPosition=12\">gunmen<\/a>\u00a0killed 21 more at Kabul University on Nov. 2.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">The constant threat of a sudden, brutal death has left many Afghans with a sense of despair and fatalism. The most prosaic acts can end violently \u2014 commuting to work, visiting a friend, buying groceries, striding into a classroom.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">\u201cEvery morning when I leave home, I am not sure if I\u2019ll come back alive,\u201d said Arifa Armaghan, 29, who works for a nongovernmental organization.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-79elbk\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-wrapper\">\n<div class=\"css-pmtnce ehw59r12\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-children\">\n<div class=\"css-tux0zj ehw59r13\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-overlay\">\n<div class=\"css-12czd4u ehw59r14\">\n<div>\n<div class=\"css-8h527k\">\n<div data-testid=\"lazyimage-container\"><picture class=\"css-1j5kxti\"><source srcset=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-3\/merlin_182245134_39729704-c2c4-4699-a202-5bd3f76082d6-mobileMasterAt3x.jpg?quality=75&amp;auto=webp&amp;disable=upscale&amp;width=600\" media=\"(max-width: 599px) and (min-device-pixel-ratio: 3),(max-width: 599px) and (-webkit-min-device-pixel-ratio: 3),(max-width: 599px) and (min-resolution: 3dppx),(max-width: 599px) and (min-resolution: 288dpi)\" \/><source srcset=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-3\/merlin_182245134_39729704-c2c4-4699-a202-5bd3f76082d6-mobileMasterAt3x.jpg?quality=75&amp;auto=webp&amp;disable=upscale&amp;width=1200\" media=\"(max-width: 599px) and (min-device-pixel-ratio: 2),(max-width: 599px) and (-webkit-min-device-pixel-ratio: 2),(max-width: 599px) and (min-resolution: 2dppx),(max-width: 599px) and (min-resolution: 192dpi)\" \/><source srcset=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-3\/merlin_182245134_39729704-c2c4-4699-a202-5bd3f76082d6-mobileMasterAt3x.jpg?quality=75&amp;auto=webp&amp;disable=upscale&amp;width=1800\" media=\"(max-width: 599px) and (min-device-pixel-ratio: 1),(max-width: 599px) and (-webkit-min-device-pixel-ratio: 1),(max-width: 599px) and (min-resolution: 1dppx),(max-width: 599px) and (min-resolution: 96dpi)\" \/><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-3\/merlin_182245134_39729704-c2c4-4699-a202-5bd3f76082d6-articleLarge.jpg?quality=75&amp;auto=webp&amp;disable=upscale\" sizes=\"((min-width: 600px) and (max-width: 1004px)) 84vw, (min-width: 1005px) 80vw, 100vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-3\/merlin_182245134_39729704-c2c4-4699-a202-5bd3f76082d6-articleLarge.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 600w,https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-3\/merlin_182245134_39729704-c2c4-4699-a202-5bd3f76082d6-jumbo.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 1024w,https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-3\/merlin_182245134_39729704-c2c4-4699-a202-5bd3f76082d6-superJumbo.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 2048w\" alt=\"\" \/><\/picture><span class=\"css-16f3y1r e13ogyst0\" aria-hidden=\"true\"><em><span style=\"font-size: 10pt;\">\u201cWhen you lose people you know, you feel that you are next, and you feel death coming closer to you,\u201d said Arifa Armaghan, who carries her identity card and a note in her purse. <\/span><\/em><\/span><span class=\"css-cnj6d5 e1z0qqy90\"><em><span style=\"font-size: 10pt;\">Kiana Hayeri for The New York Times<\/span><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-1fanzo5 StoryBodyCompanionColumn\">\n<div class=\"css-53u6y8\">\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">\u201cThis is how we live in Afghanistan,\u201d she added. \u201cIt is not just me. I talk to some people who say goodbye to their families every morning because they don\u2019t know what will happen to them during the day.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Ms. Armaghan has carried a pocket note since July 2017, when a close childhood friend died in a Taliban suicide attack on a government minibus that also killed 23 other people. The body of the friend, Najiba Hussaini, was identified by her trademark\u00a0<a class=\"css-1g7m0tk\" title=\"\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2017\/07\/24\/world\/asia\/kabul-explosion-afghanistan.html\">silver ring<\/a>, studded with a turquoise-colored stone.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">\u201cWhen you lose people you know, you feel that you are next, and you feel death coming closer to you,\u201d Ms. Armaghan said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">After every mass bombing, she said, she and her friends send urgent text messages to loved ones. \u201cThere is always a fear that someone will never get back to you,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Some of those who carry pocket notes say they have considered leaving the country.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">\u201cBut it is hard to decide when my brain is busy thinking about who will come to kill me,\u201d said Mujeebullah Dastyar, 31, a geographic information specialist. For the past two years, he said, he has carried a pocket note with his name, blood type and a relative\u2019s phone number.<button class=\"css-1vkv6l7 ehw59r10\" aria-label=\"Expand image captioned Some Afghans have thought about leaving the country. &amp;ldquo;But it is hard to decide when my brain is busy thinking about who will come to kill me,&amp;rdquo; said Mujeebullah Dastyar.\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-expand-button\"><\/button><\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"css-1m50asq\" src=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-5\/merlin_182245125_62b6763f-a14b-47eb-9e78-b78d3df87854-articleLarge.jpg?quality=75&amp;auto=webp&amp;disable=upscale\" sizes=\"((min-width: 600px) and (max-width: 1004px)) 84vw, (min-width: 1005px) 80vw, 100vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-5\/merlin_182245125_62b6763f-a14b-47eb-9e78-b78d3df87854-articleLarge.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 600w,https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-5\/merlin_182245125_62b6763f-a14b-47eb-9e78-b78d3df87854-jumbo.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 1024w,https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-5\/merlin_182245125_62b6763f-a14b-47eb-9e78-b78d3df87854-superJumbo.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 2048w\" alt=\"Some Afghans have thought about leaving the country. &amp;ldquo;But it is hard to decide when my brain is busy thinking about who will come to kill me,&amp;rdquo; said Mujeebullah Dastyar.\" \/><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-79elbk\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-wrapper\">\n<div class=\"css-1a48zt4 ehw59r15\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-children\">\n<figure class=\"css-1ef8w8q e1g7ppur0\" role=\"group\" aria-label=\"media\"><figcaption class=\"css-18crmh6 ewdxa0s0\"><em><span style=\"font-size: 10pt;\"><span class=\"css-16f3y1r e13ogyst0\" aria-hidden=\"true\">Some Afghans have thought about leaving the country. \u201cBut it is hard to decide when my brain is busy thinking about who will come to kill me,\u201d said Mujeebullah Dastyar. <\/span><span class=\"css-cnj6d5 e1z0qqy90\">Kiana Hayeri for The New York Times<\/span><\/span><\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-1fanzo5 StoryBodyCompanionColumn\">\n<div class=\"css-53u6y8\">\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Some Afghans have posted messages on Facebook, warning of threats against them or detailing premonitions of death.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Burhanuddin Yaftaly, 24, a former lieutenant in the Afghan army, was shot and killed by a Taliban gunman while attending his sister\u2019s wedding in the northern province of Badakhshan in December. The bride was wounded when she tried to save her brother, police said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Mr. Yaftaly\u2019s father, Khairuddin Ziaye, 61, said his son had been threatened by the Taliban. Shortly before his death, Mr. Yaftaly posted a final note on his Facebook page: \u201cDear friends: I am sorry for any mistakes I have made in the past. I have been receiving many threats from different sides. I think I won\u2019t be able to survive anymore.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">In Western nations, people routinely carry an array of items that can identify them, but in Afghanistan, things like driver\u2019s licenses and employee badges are not as common, and credit cards are not used. Afghans are issued a\u00a0<em class=\"css-2fg4z9 e1gzwzxm0\">tazkira<\/em>, a national identity document, but few carry the card because considerable time and effort are required to replace it if lost.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Rafi Bakhtiar, 21, a consultant, said he has carried his\u00a0<em class=\"css-2fg4z9 e1gzwzxm0\">tazkira<\/em> since the Kabul University attack on Nov. 2. That day, he said, neighbors searched into the night for their daughter, a student, before the university confirmed that she had died in the attack. The school used a contact number in a phone found on the student\u2019s body to call Mr. Bathtiar\u2019s sister, a close friend.<button class=\"css-1vkv6l7 ehw59r10\" aria-label=\"Expand image captioned Rafi Bakhtiar said he had accepted the harsh reality that he could die, capriciously and violently, on any given day anywhere in the capital.\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-expand-button\"><\/button><\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"css-1m50asq\" src=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-4\/merlin_182245140_dbc1c5e6-c4c9-4d7e-901d-3a38f6cb862e-articleLarge.jpg?quality=75&amp;auto=webp&amp;disable=upscale\" sizes=\"((min-width: 600px) and (max-width: 1004px)) 84vw, (min-width: 1005px) 80vw, 100vw\" srcset=\"https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-4\/merlin_182245140_dbc1c5e6-c4c9-4d7e-901d-3a38f6cb862e-articleLarge.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 600w,https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-4\/merlin_182245140_dbc1c5e6-c4c9-4d7e-901d-3a38f6cb862e-jumbo.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 1024w,https:\/\/static01.nyt.com\/images\/2021\/01\/12\/world\/12afghan-notes-4\/merlin_182245140_dbc1c5e6-c4c9-4d7e-901d-3a38f6cb862e-superJumbo.jpg?quality=90&amp;auto=webp 2048w\" alt=\"Rafi Bakhtiar said he had accepted the harsh reality that he could die, capriciously and violently, on any given day anywhere in the capital.\" \/><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-79elbk\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-wrapper\">\n<div class=\"css-1a48zt4 ehw59r15\" data-testid=\"photoviewer-children\">\n<figure class=\"css-1ef8w8q e1g7ppur0\" role=\"group\" aria-label=\"media\"><figcaption class=\"css-18crmh6 ewdxa0s0\"><span style=\"font-size: 10pt;\"><span style=\"font-size: 10pt;\"><em><span class=\"css-16f3y1r e13ogyst0\" aria-hidden=\"true\">Rafi Bakhtiar said he had accepted the harsh reality that he could die, capriciously and violently, on any given day anywhere in the capital.<\/span><\/em><span class=\"css-cnj6d5 e1z0qqy90\"><em><span class=\"css-1ly73wi e1tej78p0\">Credit&#8230;<\/span>Kiana Hayeri for The New York Times<\/em><\/span><\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-1fanzo5 StoryBodyCompanionColumn\">\n<div class=\"css-53u6y8\">\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">\u201cIf I get killed, there should be evidence on me so people can get in touch with my family, and they don\u2019t search the whole city to find my body,\u201d Mr. Bakhtiar said.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<aside class=\"css-ew4tgv\" aria-label=\"companion column\"><\/aside>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"css-1fanzo5 StoryBodyCompanionColumn\">\n<div class=\"css-53u6y8\">\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Like many Kabul residents, Mr. Bakhtiar said he had contempt for insurgents who kill civilians, but he also blamed the American-backed government for failing to safeguard its citizens.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">\u201cIf the government doesn\u2019t do anything to protect us, you lose your hope and you can\u2019t dream for a better future,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">Mr. Bakhtiar said he had accepted the harsh reality that he could die, capriciously and violently, on any given day anywhere in the capital.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-axufdj evys1bk0\">\u201cWe are broken. 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